Sunday, May 24, 2009

不配的救恩


今天在唱最后一首歌 - “我爱你,我主”,第一句出来的时候,心里只有一句话,“哦神啊,求你怜悯我”拜四晚在练的时候,已经叫那个大叔re-consider肯定要唱这首吗?大叔今天不会来,那个很会唱的向日葵又不在了,只剩我们这几个跑“黄小琥”路线的来唱,老实说,我非常。。非常。非常。。。没信心~!!
果然。。第一句出来没有一个人到音。那时我好想就闭上嘴巴,不要唱。 神的荣耀不值得用我的歌声来赞美。 神的荣美在世上没有言语可以来衬托,更何况我这个嘴巴不洁的又何德何能来称颂耶稣的名字。
Had encounter this thought during the 1st sermon of Pas Philip in AFJ Surabaya. He brought us into the Holy Zone of God. In the holy ground, take off your shoes, take off your identity, take off your so-call achievement... as in God, no one is somebody. In that very moment, I was speechless. When you encounter the glory of God, you would say nothing. There is no word can verbalise the GLORIOUS of Lord. The very first time, I shut my mouth off.

This morning, I was merely give up to sing anymore, before God soft prompting voice come upon.
“你本来就不配。我从来没有看你的成就来鉴定你的配或不配。我的救恩,本来就是给所有不配的人。。”
What could I say anymore? God, your love is beyond my definition.

5 comments:

  1. Never give up, never stop singing for HIM,never reject any changes to sing for Him.我好想像你们一样可以尽情的唱,可是在这里真的没有这样的机会。Dear, God dun mind, 神要的真的只是一颗愿意的心。加油,把向日葵的那一份统统唱完!!

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  2. who is Anonymous`..

    "可是在这里真的没有这样的机会"
    你在哪里?

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  3. Abehmomo, the Anonymous is Sunflower jie jie la - Wan Ling. So glad to hear from you here, Sunflower sis. Althou you are not here, your 精神 is always among us. :)

    Abehmomo, cant really get wat you are talking about in your comment le. Can define more? :P

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  4. "可是在这里真的没有这样的机会"
    你在哪里?

    Abehmomo, she is in New Zealand now la. Singing at her best under a new sky zone. Kambadae to her bah. Yeah Yeah~!!

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  5. Hahaha... eh.. the 一问一答from both of u is reali funny... hello flower.. thanks for gambatte for me...i will i will

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