Let Praises of you to be Anywhere

Last week I had went to New Way Karaoke. And so surprisingly I found the Joshua band song in the choice list. Is superb duper extreme awesome when you can sing this song in places like... Karaoke.

Initially I was indeed unwillingly to go sing K anymore, after some imformal notice from praise&worship team that we better don go that kind of places. Well, I am agree that a worshipper you should differentiate yourself and be holy as much as you can. However, please mercy me that this current sing k appointment had been set in this early of year. My colleague will be so thrilled if I cancel the appointment again. Hence, with a "guilty" heart I went together with my colleagues. And deep in my heart, I was crying for God's mercy and protection.

God hear our prayer, and He is truly concern of those heart that wish to walk with HIM desperately. Is heavenly wonderful to sing praises to God in that so call earthly-entertainment thingy. I believe, God is taking back every territory which being stolen by earthly devil. 7 aspects that God is doing HIS revival. From economic, politic, media, education, entertainment, religion and XXX (cant recall)... we shall see the revival of God is swipping through the land. The wind of transformation is going to blow in the land of Malaysia. People of God is receiving divine calling and risen up to be the Army of God. I pray, and I pray hard that God please let me encounter this revival during my lifetime, and before you are coming again. I am praying to see with my eyes of how godly revival being done miraculously on the land of God. Malaysia will be the one on the track, together with the other Asia country.





*shy*shy*... let's share with you all my excitement. Err... please don let Yvon see this. Most prob I will being kick-out from PW with this lousy singing. In fact, I don know the song well la. Is not mostly my problem also mar. :) Give me a second chance, I will sing again with flying chord on the air.

The army of God come risen up~!! Let praises of GOd to be hear in ANYWHERE~!!!

We Are Here To Serve

Found this post-up in STAR newspaper last Tuesday, the week after we had back from Indonesia. It was saying that Obama Barak is making fun with his young fan, by letting the little boy to touch his classic-black-man spiky hairstyle. Well, this post-up could be just a normal entertainment news for many of us. But not for us who had encounter the 1st sermon of AFJ in Indonesia.

The 1st sermon is an official opening session for this grant conference. Pas. Philip had toast a warm welcome to visitors from Malaysia (ya, we wave back to him), Brunei, Hong kong, China, US and Taiwan. Many times in opening session, the host of the ceremony will most prob touch the vision and mission of the conference, sharing of how this conference being successfully organised, or even a more typical one - introducing the whole bunch of committee member on the stage and giving WOW to what they have done over the event.

However, not applicable to Pas. Philip style. He told all of us,"every each of us in this hall has PAID on their own to be here," Visitors from everywhere has paid to be in there, same goes to congregate of Mawar Sharon, celebrities (Vanesse Wu, Ari Wibowo, Sien...), and him - pas.Philip as well. The practise of everyone has not exemption is only for one reason - WE ARE HERE TO SERVE.

The annointing of HUMILITY clouded the hall when Pas. Philip asked some of the them to go on the stage and pray for him. Well, is not those who is greater than him, but those who are always take him as their spiritual mentor, respect him as like their general. Pas.Philip knelt down and asked them to place their hand on his head. Can you feel the nervous? If you have been asked to place your head on...er... sister Crystal's head, Would you dare? Or on Pastor Lau's head, would you dare?

In the holy ground of God, no one is somebody. Pas. Philip humble himself and let the cross to lifted high. It is not by anyone power that God is there. But is because of God's power, we are there. We are not there to look at someone, but may we stare only on the cross of Christ itself. Is by the power of God, that make thing happen. Pas.Philip lead us to sing the song of "The Holy ground". The presence of God is so strong in extreme. I couldn't stop my tears while woshipping him. In the very first time of my life, the glory of God is that tangible. It is that real that I was speechless. The glory of God is unverbalised, those words from my mouth cannot define a 1% of how truly glory of God is. That moments, I am silent.

Dear Lord, put on me with your humble shawl. I would not dare to stole a single glory from you. Is you who lifted me up in front of the man. Is all by your might that I am here today. There is nothing... not a single thing I can show-off. In you, I am just nothing. I will take off my shoes, my identity, my achievement and enter into your holy ground.

Lord, I am entering into your holy ground. May I standing in your holy ground, let me dwell in the awe presence of Thee.

Thanks You Jesus.





When I walked through the doors,I sensed His presence, and I knew this was a place where love abounds. For this is a temple the God we love abides here, and we are standing in His presence on holy ground.

Chorus:
We are standing on holy ground,
and I know that there are angels all around.
Let us praise Jesus now,
we are standing in His presence on holy ground.

His presence I know there isjoy beyond all measure, and at His feet, sweet peace of mind can still be found. For when we have a need, He is still the answer, reach out and claim it for we are standing on holy ground

不配的救恩

今天在唱最后一首歌 - “我爱你，我主”，第一句出来的时候，心里只有一句话，“哦神啊，求你怜悯我”拜四晚在练的时候，已经叫那个大叔re-consider肯定要唱这首吗？大叔今天不会来，那个很会唱的向日葵又不在了，只剩我们这几个跑“黄小琥”路线的来唱，老实说，我非常。。非常。。非常。。。没信心~！！

果然。。第一句出来没有一个人到音。那时我好想就闭上嘴巴，不要唱。 神的荣耀不值得用我的歌声来赞美。 神的荣美在世上没有言语可以来衬托，更何况我这个嘴巴不洁的又何德何能来称颂耶稣的名字。

Had encounter this thought during the 1st sermon of Pas Philip in AFJ Surabaya. He brought us into the Holy Zone of God. In the holy ground, take off your shoes, take off your identity, take off your so-call achievement... as in God, no one is somebody. In that very moment, I was speechless. When you encounter the glory of God, you would say nothing. There is no word can verbalise the GLORIOUS of Lord. The very first time, I shut my mouth off.

This morning, I was merely give up to sing anymore, before God soft prompting voice come upon.

“你本来就不配。我从来没有看你的成就来鉴定你的配或不配。我的救恩，本来就是给所有不配的人。。”

What could I say anymore? God, your love is beyond my definition.

In God, all things is POSSIBLE

The happen of Crusade in Juana Old Airport is indeed a MIRACLE done by God. In a stone throw distance from the aircraft landing lane, we have the stage built up, spotlight lighted up here and there, and millions of people shouted the name of "jesus".

During the Crusade management workshop, the event director shared a principle that carved my heart deeply. He said, - "all our seminars, conferences or crusade is not happen because of budget, but it happen because of a VISION from god." Apparently, a vision of organizing a crusade at the old airport had been received by Pas. Philip half a year ago. Even his close ministry partner was gasped of this revealation when Pas. Philip announced it. The committe had gone thru really tough time when getting the permit from government. This has never happen in Indonesia history, or even any country that you are allow to organize any event that located near to the airport. This is due to the concern of the spotlight will distract the plane and literally misleading the plane to land.

The faith of Mawar Sharon Church has open up the heaven gate. Eventually the permit had been approved a week before the event date. Is not by the wisdom of any man, is not by the strength of anyone, indeed is by the might of God, miracle happen. Is heavenly amazing when you are worshipping god while aircraft landed steadily in front of you. God presence was so tangible and strong by the night. The committe member of crusade shared a testimonial that happened on that night. A group of student from other church happen to drop by the crusade venue, accidentally. Their tu-tu car driver had accidentally drove them to a wrong venue. When the moment they step into the compound, one of the student dropped to the floor and bow down. You know what? Is the Glory and presence of God that comes in extreme strong where no one can stand still in HIS glory encounter.

My spirit have been injected with a double dose of faith. Is faith that make God moves in Miracle. Do not frame God in your own understanding. God is way beyond your knowledge. My prayer to God, wishing to see this revival will come to Malaysia one day. Make Muken your choosen church to honor this glory to you. We are ridiculous, but God you work in miraculously. Dear God, let us taste this goodness of miracle excitement as well.

This is my desire, and I surrender to you.

Holy-wood

It was indeed heavenly great that KRIS ALLEN has won the latest American Idol. Kris, the 23-year-old from Conway, Ark., pulled off the ultimate upset, garnering enough of the just under 100 million votes cast to snatch victory away from Adam.

Well, I must admit that I am not a loyal fan of American Idol. Along this season of 8th, I hardly had spent my time to go along with the episod. Frankly, out from the 10 finalist, I can merely recognise there is someone with a red blonde hair, someone that like to wear darkie eyeliner (ok, it is Adam Lambett kononnya), someone that comes in big size and thick side-burn... Never had I realise this white guy with no fancy outfit, yet always appear on screen with his acoustic guitar.

Right until yesterday a write-up of him capture my attention.

Allen is a devout Christian. He was a worship leader at New Life Church in Maumelle, Arkansas, as well as at the Chi Alpha campus ministry of the University of Central Arkansas, where he was a business
major.[9] He has done missionary work around the world, including in Burma, Morocco, Mozambique, South Africa, Spain and Thailand.

Amazing right~!! My heart pumped with excitement when read the above description. I have no idea of how is his talent, how great is him in the American Idol contest along the way, how much he has earned Americans favor so far? No idea at all, BUT YET.... deep inside my heart, I wish he can win, and more than conqueor.

I believe this is for one solid reason, GOD IS TAKING BACK ENTERTAINMENT FIELD. The world will see how impactfully the army of God is taking over authorities in many aspect, especially entertainment line.

Apparently, KRIS ALLEN result has won God a highest glory and complete privilledge above all. Hallleluyah~!!

Tis time Asia For Jesus in Surabaya, we were packed with celebrities. It was indeed an extra-ordinary experience when you found Vanesse Wu was just sitting 3 rows in front of you. But is true! My sista even shared that when she was queing for the washroom, Vanesse walked pass her with his wavy hair. Take note, without any body guard asking people to back-off. Well, wondering whether my sis went to tress-passing him with her wavy hair back or not. LOL...

Anyway, every conference will opened with a testimonial from one of the celebrities. We have Vanesse Wu on the 1st day, TBC dancer (the taiwan no.1 hip-hop group), and SIEN from Joshua Band.

For more write up about Vanesse testimonial, please go here.

It was even overwhelming when Prawn Prawn told me that this guy was there as well. And we have not seen him at all. He is Dean Fujioka.

就是他啦~！！贾思乐，蒋小花的男朋友啦。。那个以前是小胖的贾思乐啦~！He had shared his encounter moment with bro and sis in christ during Asia For Jesus conference in his blog. (Please check it out here) It is so so exciting and overwhelming again when you see how god moves in between the celebrities. God is gaining back HIS authorities in the aspect of entertainment. And HE is moving really fast now. Not by a normal evangelism, but through their testiomonial, god touches them with miracle, wonder and sign of supernatural encountering. Is prophetic evangelism that bring them to God. The one that know them better than no one.

God confirmed to me HIS vision again by the below blog from Pas. Jaeson Ma. I read it today, although the blog had been published years ago. In a day itself, God unveil numbers of saved souls of celebrities to my knowledge. And I know, is not by coincidence but to GLORIFY his name above all. (For more write-up about the article, please check out here)

In the last months, nearly every week I have seen lost souls in the media and
entertainment world repent and return radically to our Lord Jesus Christ. It
has not been by accident, but has been happening for such a time as this. I
started a simple church network in Hollywood nearly 6 months ago and we have
seen lives changed, hearts turn to Jesus, new disciples being baptized
continually and a light shine out of the darkness. I’m believing for
“HOLY-wood” not “Holywood.” At the same time, in the last months doors have
flung open in Asia and many from the media and entertainment world have been
encountering the love of God in a fresh new way. I asked the Lord “Why so
many, so quickly and at this moment?” The Holy Spirit impressed upon my
heart that He is sovereignly bridging the East and West for a massive
harvest that will awaken all of North America and Asia for the greatest
revival in these end days. I am humbled, I am praying, but I am prepared

一场特会一场梦

"Engkau kusembah Kau yang terindah Pulihkanku dengan darah-Mu Engkauku sembah bapaku mulia Seumur hidupku kumau menyembah-Mu"

The song was hemming in the mind, STILL in this early morning. Stunned was I at first moment. Am I still in Indonesia?

Crusade Army of God. Over 1000 of people came to the altar and submit their life to God. Over 500 people was baptised in water on the night itself.

Past few days was indeed like a dream. Minutes by minutes it shooting pass like a dashing meteor. I wish to recall back every moment, every scenes, every shouting of Halleluyah that I had been through. Seriously, am start wondering Did I ever ever been through such a wonderful days, or it is just a dream? Yeah... I know it sound funny here. BUT, it was truly "depressing" when I found myself woke up on the bed of Sec 2 Wangsa Maju. And now, I am 1000 degree times of regret for not buying the DVD recording of the conference sermons.

The feeling was bubble-ing up when I was on the sky of Indonesia, departuring back to Malaysia. As if there was a sound was keep yield-ling at me, wake up and back to life!

The last service in Mawar Sharon, I was just 5 steps away from Pastor Phlip who stand on the stage. God is so loving that He answer my call. Among the 3000 congregations, everyday He makes me sit nearer and nearer to the stage. From the 1st day of 50 rows away, to 2nd day of 10 rows away, 3rd day of 8 rows away, and lastly the 3 rows away from stage. It was un-verbalised kind of gratitude that how God answer my desire in such a great way.

Starring Pastor Philip from that stone-throw distance, a feeling of insecurity started to plague me. Can I not leaving here? Can I not going back and face my routine life? Can I remain here to have a life that follow by wonder, sign and miracle, like how Mawar Sharon does?

1st day of Asia For Jesus Conference. Pst Philip did the opening session in an extraordinary way. The anointing of HUMILITY clouded the whole place.

All of the sudden while I was still pondering in my own mud, holy spirit talk to my mind -

" 为什么Philip牧师的神会比较大？难道他的神不也是你的神吗?Abraham's god is not your god so? Isaac's god is not your god so? Jacob's god is not your god so? Indonesia god is not your god so?"

"Mawar Sharon's god is not Muk En god so? "

My answer breakout in silence. My guiltiness stream out with tears down the cheeks.

Dear god, may this not a just a conference, but is a dream that you have plant in me. Let it grows like a seed in me, literally let the world witness your spiritual giant dream comes true. Through ME~!!

Cause you are the same god that whoever call on your name, they will save. Jesus, you are my god~!!

镜中里的真的花

镜中花

载着现实里无法释放的 矛盾

花的好动 是为掩饰那怕被冷漠的

花的刚烈 只希望可以驱走骨子里的软弱

花的理性 因为世界再也容纳不下感性的眼泪

花的挣扎 因为立志行善由得我 行出来由不得我

有时 也搞不懂 到底里面的花蕊 有多少的孤僻 多少的爱热闹

多少的敢爱敢恨 多少的藕断丝连

几多的潇洒 几多的重感情 好想浪迹天涯 也好想安定成家

镜中花 水中月 倒映出的

是真花 是假花 傻傻的分不清楚

不过永恒里 那创造我的 必知道 什么给我是最好的

在祂眼里 是谷中的百合花 是沙仑的玫瑰花

是我 真的花