Melbourne day 8

Will keep this post short as am typing this from my iPhone.

Today wandering in the city centre on my own. Out of no aware, I felt a weird feeling starts to emerge slowly in me. Feel so burden in no word can comprehend, and feel so empty that i hardly can feel my own soul! The moment when I bought a bag of Levis stuff, stepped out from the shop.. My tears nearly drop and I can feel the pain deep down in my heart. That moment, prayer can't seems to lift me up from the shit..

Start asking myself what's my destiny in life, and where shall I head to in my life. Been too tide up of the life in KL that at times you will not have time to think about this. But.. Ye.. When settle down and you try to confront yourself of this issue which has been ignored by you for quite sometime, and ye... You will feel so reckless.

I believe, a vacation is good for recharge. However, too long vacation will sumhow lead u into an emptiness and worth-less. You can't feel the circle of friends which you normally live on with, you can't feel the satisfaction of getting done your job and see the pleasure of your team, you can't feel you are needed by a community... And everything seems so not right to your heart.

God, pull me out from this mud of weary. Is a vacation thou, and I know this is the battle of mind. Let's proclaim, no one can steal the joy I have in You.

I shall.. I shall... I must... Embrace a delight day coming tomorrow.