Melbourne day 8

Will keep this post short as am typing this from my iPhone.

Today wandering in the city centre on my own. Out of no aware, I felt a weird feeling starts to emerge slowly in me. Feel so burden in no word can comprehend, and feel so empty that i hardly can feel my own soul! The moment when I bought a bag of Levis stuff, stepped out from the shop.. My tears nearly drop and I can feel the pain deep down in my heart. That moment, prayer can't seems to lift me up from the shit..

Start asking myself what's my destiny in life, and where shall I head to in my life. Been too tide up of the life in KL that at times you will not have time to think about this. But.. Ye.. When settle down and you try to confront yourself of this issue which has been ignored by you for quite sometime, and ye... You will feel so reckless.

I believe, a vacation is good for recharge. However, too long vacation will sumhow lead u into an emptiness and worth-less. You can't feel the circle of friends which you normally live on with, you can't feel the satisfaction of getting done your job and see the pleasure of your team, you can't feel you are needed by a community... And everything seems so not right to your heart.

God, pull me out from this mud of weary. Is a vacation thou, and I know this is the battle of mind. Let's proclaim, no one can steal the joy I have in You.

I shall.. I shall... I must... Embrace a delight day coming tomorrow.

Eat, Pray & Love in Melbourne - Day 6

Sat together with the lunch break crowd at National Library park. Cultural here is so much unique. In an hour, you enjoy the food, the fresh air outside, the greens, and the interaction with friend. In Malaysia, an hour lunch break you try to crawl through the lunch crowd in food court, finish up your food with your mind stuffed up by a list of to-do item.

This trip of Melbourne teach me a lesson of life: Eat, Pray & Love. At times, the schedulle of daily routine will sumhow blind us from seeing the true value of what we are living on now. Indeed, to be STILL is really a tough lesson to learn of, but once you develope the greatness of this value in your life, you will see the blessing that start to flow into your life.

Am still trying hard to really enjoy my moment, while no more (x1000) worry of the paper work that left on my work table, the new bosses that just come onboard, the event details which need follow ups, wondering how is him now, wondering where shall we head to after I have back to Msia... bla bla bla.

Yeah, the lesson of BE STILL is really stretching me to limit.

Eat, Pray & Love in Melbourne - Day 5

Today, Scrolling through the busiet street in Melbourne city, from Lincoln st, Russel st, Flinders st to Collin st.

Sitting alone at the street cafe, overseeing the crowd crossing through the street. Melbourne is no longer a country by his own people. There are Malaysian, Thai, China, Vietnames, Lebanese.. and etc. Even for food wise, you will find Sushi, Kimchi, Kebab, Wanton, Baguete, Penang Char Kway Teow... and etc.

There are so many foreign people staying in Melbourne with PR visa.

Wondering...

How long have they left their coutry? How far they are away from their country? Which country is born in their heart? Will they pray for their own country, or Melbourne? They here, is for a destiny of life, or to just earn a better living?

My heart feel gratitude that I am still belong to a country, that I've born, I've staying, and I'm belonging. In the land of Malaysia, I shall stand on my feet to love its earth, and spare my knees to pray for a revival that gonna land on this place.

After all, am glad that I am still holding a Malaysian IC.

Eat, Pray & Love in Melbourne - Day 4

Been to Planetshaker city hall church.

Awesome experience: The drummer set right in the middle of the stage. He really beats well, and he flows flawless-ly with the tempo of the holy spirit.

The chorus of one song keep repeating in my mind, "in darkness, in trial, my soul shall sing to you"...

Impactful sermon: Evans - the Snr pastor is the speaker of the service. Very powerful sermon that she speaks / proclaim life into sickness and death. In fact, church nowadays should bring hope and god's powerful healing into the world. Let those who come experience the supernatural power of thee God, and there's the name of God be glorified.

Keep remembering one quote of her," you have been in your rubbish for too long, GET OUT"

At instance, a decision has made deep down in me. Yeap, sth has to be put down and get out from the mess. Man might dissapoint us, but God love never fail. God, I will walk away from this seconds, and welcome you to take in charge of this relationship. Whatever it goes to, I know in YOU, I am safe.

Thanks Lord, for this sweet encounter in this beautiful city that call MELBOURNE.

In HIS Plan

Lord, I'm in YOUR hand
Lord, I'm in YOUR heart
I'm in YOUR mind
I'm in YOUR plan
Never have I been forgotten

主，我在你手中
主，我在你心中
在你思念中
在你计划中
从不曾被遗忘

God knows the best time to act. When you feel that God has forgotten you in your troubles today, remember that He has a time schedulle that we would not know now. However, sooner and later, you will taste the greatfullness of God grace along the way.

感谢，你

找个人
当看到他时
你就超感谢神的

有个人
今天也使我有同样的感动
感谢神
生命在这个路口遇见你

也许最后什么也没有
至少我曾有过
如此特别的
感动

A Beautiful Encounter. A Divive Appointment

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be (possibly your roommate, neighbour, coworker, longlostfriend, lover, or even a complete stranger),

*but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. * And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

*Everything happens for a reason. * Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become.

*Even the bad experiences can be learned from. * In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

*Make every day count. * Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.

*Most importantly*!!!, *if you LOVE someone tell him/her or them for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. * And learn a lesson in life each day that you live. THAT'S THE STORY OF LIFE

P/s: Sharing from andytiong.blogspot.com